Just chatting with her mother and conversations between the mother jokingly said something: you learn, after I count on you!, I suddenly got angry, accused her of too much pressure on me, over the phone parents I quickly apologized, saying that they just a joke, the family enough money that they live in Wuhan, well, I suddenly choked, and do not want them to listen to them, and quickly hung up the phone, tears could not stop the drip out. < br> moment think that I was very filial and would like to tell them I'm sorry, I have hope that they can proud of me, but has failed to do. I always hope I can self-reliant, not dependent on their lives, but still a And then the look they want it .23 birthday has passed,cheap UGG boots, next year into the year, which I have no job, no savings, squandering their youth abroad, find the exact direction of the future. I told my mum I do not want They expect too much of me is fear of the future they will be too disappointed, I may not give them a better life. are already 24 years, but the mentality is also fully mature, compared with those successful people , I would have been lost. in this life can not be that rich, I just want to find a stable job plain live, but Xingaoqiao fly higher and want to go to the United States. mother said she fully support me to the United States,UGG boots, but if it 2 years later I still rely on them to pay me to study, maybe I really should give up, not stepping on the shoulders of the parents to reach their height can not be reached, they have old , the former rest of my life should be left to their own good money to enjoy life, rather than the daughter of my useless wasted.
feel really useless, three things warm, like halfway, from the junior year in Japan has been insisting on at least one year can save time for detours, it will not feel guilty as they are now so strong. and my heart also clearly, his liberal arts school, the number of their professional knowledge and weight, in the Foreign employment is simply hard, still insisted hat and no cattle, have to study abroad. slowly, slowly understand the reality of self-examination, now is the last chance. only one life, so anyone to accept the In fact, their very ordinary in this life is a very difficult thing, maybe I missed this opportunity, after the road is destined to dull. My mother always said I look too pick to find the object, for fear I can not find myself slowly now feel that if their condition is good enough, then how can the conditions to ask for good? I hope that their future partner learned as humorous, and that at least I could not without merit, and now she is still full of useless people jumping the problems, it is presumptuous.
himself before many times under the military order, but are one-third of enthusiasm but then quickly forgotten. and today I do not want to forget the idea. if they want to try to trace what hope things in mind, we must get over this hurdle, if it fails, maybe I should return home when the girl, a dead office workers to find someone dear to a family wedding, because the material can not be provided to parents more, it can only Huan Cheng knee, and take good care of them die. never again go to filial piety, and perhaps the world, many people eating the old, relying on their parents, but I do not want to own with such a person classified as a class, I do not want my parents parents with the kind of person, like sad, do not want them to fifties also had to worry about me, it really is a very filial. And I'm sorry I do not even say it can not be on the parents, for fear of their guilt, afraid of them sad. wait until next spring, when my life no matter what kind of results, I will take with them to apologize, I'm sorry, so big also let you worry, I'm sorry, I always hear your words I'm sorry, now can not provide you a better life,UGG bailey button, I'm sorry, the future I will work hard, no matter to which side, are certainly not ashamed for you. from small to large, no matter how much I actually how naughty naughty,UGG shoes, parents and relatives in front of their friends, I have maintained a good obedient cleverness, images of students, because I know that parents and their world, children are always proud of the largest capital, so even if the road will take me a very mediocre or even Road home, I would never do a shameful thing for parents, at least they and their friends in the little world, I must be the best that one, so that parents can be proud of their circle, I think This is my minimum goal of life.
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